空靈的心

mah~~~ so school has been well, not quite like the school i'm used to. it's quite nice actually. taking classes that i'm actually interested and considered fun and entertainning. college life has been quite great so far. except maybe that i haven't met as many new people as i've liked and that people on my floor of the dorm isn't very...active? everyone just sorta stays in their own room, well meaning they don't come and say hi to us. haha they probably think about the same thing to us. but w/e.

i'm learning japanese right now,

i'm here at last.
everything is finally organized in the dorm room.
and to prove it, here are some pictures.
^^

i have less than a week left at home.

in about 3 more days, i'll be at seattle. getting ready for the college life i've dream of. the freedom, the excitement and the independence. it seems so close. i'm almost there. yet, for some reason i fear that maybe something bad will happen and i won't make it there. i know it's really weird thinking that way, but i dunno. lol. i guess i have to keep thinking positive right? perhaps it's because i just finished watching a really sad japanese drama ("1 Litre of Tears" I highly recommend it) and now i'm sorta...depressed? or maybe it's the weather and the night. i tend to get a little...weird when it's cold and dark.